Writing?

For the past 6 months to a year God has been telling me to write. It’s amazing how fear can cripple you from doing something you truly love doing. The fear to write is well founded. I failed grammar in 9th grade and had to do summer school. I put commas where they don’t belong, or not at all. I love to write, it’s how I process. I’ve been avoiding writing, instead I started to walk. During one of these walks I was having a conversation with my DAD (God). I was angry and asked Him, what I was doing back here in Colorado instead of off on the mission field doing amazing things. What am I supposed to do now? Help, I’m drowning! He said write. What do I write? I don’t know what to write about. It won’t be good enough, etc. etc. He told me the writing wasn’t for others or to make some big impact. Writing is because He knows me, knows how I process, and knows what it will take to get me through this transition from YWAM to home.
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He loves me. He’s my DADDY and knows exactly what I need. (Good, Good Father by Housefires (listen to it!)). He knows my uniqueness, my story, and the lies Satan pours into my heart. He knows the things that bring out the best in me, bring healing to the wounds of my story, and most of all how to shut down Satan’s lies! Why do I doubt my Jesus so much? He’s always right. I’m so glad He is so patient with me and keeps coming after my heart – no matter how stubborn I am!

I tend to write novel length posts and with that in mind I’m going to try and keep things much shorter and on point. Jesus knows you, loves you, and will do anything so you know Him too!!

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